Balancing social groups is really hard - I often have to trust the cycle of things and people and schedules that all the things will come around as they need to. And that I will stay on top of where and how my energy needs to go out and so on. I find it harder at times like the present where there's so much less definite/easy planning I can do. And I'm being drawn to certain company, but it's not that I don't want to enjoy the company I already have as well, the lack of planning makes that harder. However, I'm slowly working my way through it and I'm grateful for all the work I've already done to set up and nurture my core social groups that they can weather how things change for me every so often without feeling like there's less love or investment.