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Life is a Funny Thing
Mar. 7th, 2007 09:22 pmWell, my solar cooker is three quarters done already. I need to finish the newspaper down the sides for insulation, and finish the top and roof.
I had a very brief chat with my mother today, and I thought she was cranky at me. And this brought up a maelstrom of issues, all at once, which I found weird and stressy. I thought she was cranky at me and was angry at the imagined emotional blackmail, I was sorry that I hadn't been there, and wondered if she was going to yell at me for being too giving with my friends, or for allowing my friends to come over all day long, or for ... I dunno...
I am all incoherent with tiredness. I should put the dushwasher on. I can't be stuffed! I have all sorts of things I need to do. I need some time to do them! I need to be firmer... If any one comes over to hide in my aircon, tell me to go and do my stuff! :-) Especially if V is asleep! ESPECIALLY! If V is asleep. You can watch TV or something, or chat to me on ICQ on your laptop while I do it, whatever, or even KoL while we're doing our stuff on our laptops... But I need to do it!!
I am so amused with the solar oven. It's coming along nicely. Much faster than I expected, I could have done it all in one day but I am slack and I had guests. I am so tired, I am incoherent! I am chatting with two people plus writing this.
:-)
I am still sad about the pets dying. :-(
Oh, and english is broken. I need help creating new phrases which we can insert into modern english which describe things incorrectly.
"I gave away my virginity."
"He took my virginity"
"I lost my virginity"
Fuck that. The other phrase/power struggle that needs fixing:
"I/we are trying to conceive"
"I/we are allowing nature to take it's course and maybe one day we'll..."
"I/we are leading healthy, active lives with an active sex life and not using contraception, thanks very much for asking, and what ARE you doing next Saturday night then?"
"I/we are not actively discouraging conception, thank you."
Fuck that too! And now to end this incoherent ramble! Yay! Endings! So.... fucking tired.....so need a good night's sleep. Vinnie slept through last night, but I woke up too hot at 4 in the morning instead. *sigh* and couldn't get back to sleep.
I had a very brief chat with my mother today, and I thought she was cranky at me. And this brought up a maelstrom of issues, all at once, which I found weird and stressy. I thought she was cranky at me and was angry at the imagined emotional blackmail, I was sorry that I hadn't been there, and wondered if she was going to yell at me for being too giving with my friends, or for allowing my friends to come over all day long, or for ... I dunno...
I am all incoherent with tiredness. I should put the dushwasher on. I can't be stuffed! I have all sorts of things I need to do. I need some time to do them! I need to be firmer... If any one comes over to hide in my aircon, tell me to go and do my stuff! :-) Especially if V is asleep! ESPECIALLY! If V is asleep. You can watch TV or something, or chat to me on ICQ on your laptop while I do it, whatever, or even KoL while we're doing our stuff on our laptops... But I need to do it!!
I am so amused with the solar oven. It's coming along nicely. Much faster than I expected, I could have done it all in one day but I am slack and I had guests. I am so tired, I am incoherent! I am chatting with two people plus writing this.
:-)
I am still sad about the pets dying. :-(
Oh, and english is broken. I need help creating new phrases which we can insert into modern english which describe things incorrectly.
"I gave away my virginity."
"He took my virginity"
"I lost my virginity"
Fuck that. The other phrase/power struggle that needs fixing:
"I/we are trying to conceive"
"I/we are allowing nature to take it's course and maybe one day we'll..."
"I/we are leading healthy, active lives with an active sex life and not using contraception, thanks very much for asking, and what ARE you doing next Saturday night then?"
"I/we are not actively discouraging conception, thank you."
Fuck that too! And now to end this incoherent ramble! Yay! Endings! So.... fucking tired.....so need a good night's sleep. Vinnie slept through last night, but I woke up too hot at 4 in the morning instead. *sigh* and couldn't get back to sleep.
