callistra | I feel better now

Thanks to an LJ friend for providing a ranting space. I am going to go and have a shower, dress for lunch, make a nice cup of organic chai tea and then go and drink it outside in my happily growing vegie garden.

Sometimes life gets hard. How do we not let it get hard? If I was busier, would that make me have less time to have things get hard, or would busier just mean I was exhausted *and* then I'd still get things hard?

I've had a headache for three days now. It's the sort of headache I get when I sleep in the afternoon. My period has been weird this time, a few dizzy spells, strange period pain late in the cycle rather than initially, and a general feeling that everything is just too hard.

I'm starting to look around for baby sitters for vinnie, because we realise it has been a long time since I've had time away. I got an hour the monday before last. Pretty much exactly an hour. And Splanky's labour. I think I have been very focussed on stuff, and now I am trying to remember how to relax! Lunch today should make a difference though. Meljane was talking about doing a course at tafe, and I was thinking how nice that would be, to go to tafe. I, however, would just do something fun and to remind myself that I do have a sense of humour, it has just been misplaced for a few days. I should really go and look down the side of the couch.