I remember having what i would declare as "PJ" days, where it was too hard to bother having a shower and dressing properly, and so my only goal for the day was surviving. That kind of explained yesterday. At the end of the day, Cheshirenoir, V and I were all alive, so it was a Good Day.
Today has been ... A Day. Not necessarily bad, and not necessarily good. productive, illuminating, interesting, exhausting... But I am functioning fine. I made huge progress today with some personal projects which has made me very happy, and my anxiousness is gone. I don't feel anxious at the thought of leaving the house, I don't feel anxious about being outside, even in my own backyard, and I don't feel anything about going to buy vegies and stuff tomorrow. Yesterday was just a Bad Day, and I am glad I napped in the middle of it and had babalon to talk to me about it last night.
Tomorrow is a busy day, and the Fundraising Dinner is tomorrow, which I am really, really, looking forward to! There's a couple of people I have heard of and I finally get to meet, plus heaps and heaps and HEAPS of friends I just want to sit around and have dinner with. I'm really, really pleased about the responses to my fundraising dinner questionaire, it's been really interesting to see what people think and want. And some fantastic new resturaunts to check out! Since fundraising dinners are the only times I get to go out to dinner these days, I should organize some!
Also enjoying Heroes, which is about to come to a very abrupt stop when our stash runs out. Chesh has promised to get more, but there might be that waiting thing.... I'm not so good at waiting.
:-)
Today has been ... A Day. Not necessarily bad, and not necessarily good. productive, illuminating, interesting, exhausting... But I am functioning fine. I made huge progress today with some personal projects which has made me very happy, and my anxiousness is gone. I don't feel anxious at the thought of leaving the house, I don't feel anxious about being outside, even in my own backyard, and I don't feel anything about going to buy vegies and stuff tomorrow. Yesterday was just a Bad Day, and I am glad I napped in the middle of it and had babalon to talk to me about it last night.
Tomorrow is a busy day, and the Fundraising Dinner is tomorrow, which I am really, really, looking forward to! There's a couple of people I have heard of and I finally get to meet, plus heaps and heaps and HEAPS of friends I just want to sit around and have dinner with. I'm really, really pleased about the responses to my fundraising dinner questionaire, it's been really interesting to see what people think and want. And some fantastic new resturaunts to check out! Since fundraising dinners are the only times I get to go out to dinner these days, I should organize some!
Also enjoying Heroes, which is about to come to a very abrupt stop when our stash runs out. Chesh has promised to get more, but there might be that waiting thing.... I'm not so good at waiting.
:-)