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Got home, munched through HJs, and booked Continuum. I should *probably* unpack and check the cats etc first, but hell, you get that! Emailed best friend who we are staying with for most of our trip to let her know - the most amusing thing was that I had kind of heard there was a con in melbourne in June, and I'd thought about going... and forgotten it... and now I've booked for the next one already. I should see what Eddie drinks and take a bottle *grin*
hee hee hee he was a sweetie and apparently he likes me too. he also like Mynxii-cat lots *grin*
Coherency. I promised work I would aim for coherency tomorrow. Goodness. :-) I got more sleep this con than... well... probably ever since I started buying full memberships and getting hotel rooms.
Highlight: DC telling me I'm evil. "Me?" I query, laughing. He said "Yeah, you. Even though you did leave reasonably early last night I kept thinking that your influence was still in the room..." 5:30am counts as "leaving reasonably early"? LOL and one reason why I am so amused is because my mind had already turned over each person there and evaluated them, and their responses to the goings on, and had realised DC was probably the only person who had enough similar experiences to know the deal. Looks like I was right *grin*
Other highlights: sitting with NH and Mynxii and having a quiet chat after counting lollies.
2 days of seediness. I got to con at 11:00 Saturday morning, realised I was still pathetically drunk (see previous posts) and managed to get back to correct hotel where I then passed out/read Gorean novells until I woke up and went back to con. I love Swancon.
Corsetry. Lots of corsetry. Planning corsetry panel for next year: Why we like it, how to put it on by yourself, how to get it off by yourself, what to look for when you try it on, what not to do, and other important things about stuff made of boning and steel. *grin* People wearing it, people liking it, people talking to me about it, people raving about it... and to think Kundra almost didn't come *grin*
Swanconny Goodness - OMFG? All I need to say on that subject. *grin*
SM invited Cheshire and I back to the hotel for a quiet nibbly and drinky with DO (and I felt quite flattered to be asked. It was great to lie around a chill out with a few people from the con without being at full tilt.
On the way home I came to a realisation about my relationship with Cheshire. I give in. I know we have rules, but I can not delude myself any longer. Yes, we count as an open relationship. Not that we take advantage of it very often. But I've kind of always evaded the question about whether we constitute "open" or not. I've always felt that "open" implied a total lack of rules, however I like rules because it gives me guidelines in which I can keep us both happy. A small chat on the way home just confirmed that even if some of those rules are broken, there's really just one basic important rule, and that's the rule of veto. Actually I lie - it's total honesty. It's kind of weird to describe, but others in similar situations understand. Cheshire and I love each other so much, and we just sort of seem to have the similar views of sex - and neither of us are jealous types. I will never leave Chesh (even if he begs *grin*) and he is so important to me that words just cannot describe the horror I feel at the merest thought of him not being near me any more. I've digressed - again! I must have picked that up from him. Or my tiredness. I'm also quite terribly picky about who I like. It's so easy to find sexy women, but sexy men are a lot harder to find, and I am mostly het. *sigh* :-) But see comments on Swanconny Goodness for all you're going to get about this con's private activities!!! And this WAS a quiet con for me too!
Enough chatter! Blah blah blah! If you've made it this far, you're mad! These are the ramblings of a very tired little bunny. I felt fantastic all con, despite the two days of seediness. *grin* Yay Swancon!! There is more highlights than I can remember right now. I'll post them as I remember them.
:-)
Calli
hee hee hee he was a sweetie and apparently he likes me too. he also like Mynxii-cat lots *grin*
Coherency. I promised work I would aim for coherency tomorrow. Goodness. :-) I got more sleep this con than... well... probably ever since I started buying full memberships and getting hotel rooms.
Highlight: DC telling me I'm evil. "Me?" I query, laughing. He said "Yeah, you. Even though you did leave reasonably early last night I kept thinking that your influence was still in the room..." 5:30am counts as "leaving reasonably early"? LOL and one reason why I am so amused is because my mind had already turned over each person there and evaluated them, and their responses to the goings on, and had realised DC was probably the only person who had enough similar experiences to know the deal. Looks like I was right *grin*
Other highlights: sitting with NH and Mynxii and having a quiet chat after counting lollies.
2 days of seediness. I got to con at 11:00 Saturday morning, realised I was still pathetically drunk (see previous posts) and managed to get back to correct hotel where I then passed out/read Gorean novells until I woke up and went back to con. I love Swancon.
Corsetry. Lots of corsetry. Planning corsetry panel for next year: Why we like it, how to put it on by yourself, how to get it off by yourself, what to look for when you try it on, what not to do, and other important things about stuff made of boning and steel. *grin* People wearing it, people liking it, people talking to me about it, people raving about it... and to think Kundra almost didn't come *grin*
Swanconny Goodness - OMFG? All I need to say on that subject. *grin*
SM invited Cheshire and I back to the hotel for a quiet nibbly and drinky with DO (and I felt quite flattered to be asked. It was great to lie around a chill out with a few people from the con without being at full tilt.
On the way home I came to a realisation about my relationship with Cheshire. I give in. I know we have rules, but I can not delude myself any longer. Yes, we count as an open relationship. Not that we take advantage of it very often. But I've kind of always evaded the question about whether we constitute "open" or not. I've always felt that "open" implied a total lack of rules, however I like rules because it gives me guidelines in which I can keep us both happy. A small chat on the way home just confirmed that even if some of those rules are broken, there's really just one basic important rule, and that's the rule of veto. Actually I lie - it's total honesty. It's kind of weird to describe, but others in similar situations understand. Cheshire and I love each other so much, and we just sort of seem to have the similar views of sex - and neither of us are jealous types. I will never leave Chesh (even if he begs *grin*) and he is so important to me that words just cannot describe the horror I feel at the merest thought of him not being near me any more. I've digressed - again! I must have picked that up from him. Or my tiredness. I'm also quite terribly picky about who I like. It's so easy to find sexy women, but sexy men are a lot harder to find, and I am mostly het. *sigh* :-) But see comments on Swanconny Goodness for all you're going to get about this con's private activities!!! And this WAS a quiet con for me too!
Enough chatter! Blah blah blah! If you've made it this far, you're mad! These are the ramblings of a very tired little bunny. I felt fantastic all con, despite the two days of seediness. *grin* Yay Swancon!! There is more highlights than I can remember right now. I'll post them as I remember them.
:-)
Calli
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Date: 2004-04-15 08:05 pm (UTC)From:Mostly? i just love to play, to experience and to enjoy people's company, and most of the time, not necessarily with the complication of sex involved, i say most because i think i already mentioned a particular daydream that seeped its way into my con weekend *blush*
I love kaneda to pieces, and i couldn't contemplate being with anyone else, but at the same time, i love that he still allows me to enjoy the company of others, and enjoy the affectiona dn love i feel for them... and isn't threatened by it, considering it makes me love him all the more, each and every time - it emphasises what he is, and isn't and it just makes me fall all over again (there's my soppy moment) and turn about, it makes me appreciate those others that are special to me.
You and Chesh are more than just simply 'special' but then, after the last weekend, i don't think you could help but know that... and if you didn't - well there it is in plain text...
*blush*
*blushes more*
hmmm
yep
*still more*
does that say enough? my words aren't working very well for me today...
here's to the comment on the private goings on of 'YAY SWANCONY GOODNESS!!!' Let me say now it WAS my wildest con :P so far :P somehow i think you may have ways to change that though :P
*bounces*
yay for dinner party tonight!!!!!