Feeling Low

[callistra]

My mum went in hospital emergency for vomiting blood. Unlike Lee, they have kept her and every day there are more tests. She won't be coming home for a week or so at this point.

I've been feeling calm and good for days, blissful and just out of it. Breastfeeding has been going well, but I'm not healed mentally. Last night every dream was an anxiety dream, with bad things happening to Vinnie, Jack or Babalon, and me being unable to save/help/stop the bad things. At least I got some sleep, I guess.

:-(

Comments

[meljane.livejournal.com]

Hey if want some company I'm home today and I can drop in to see you if you like as well meeting baby Jack finally.

[callistra.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the offer, but I don't have the urge to see or talk to *anyone*

Things will get back to normal soon though, and then I'll let you know when to come see us!