Feeling Low

[callistra]

My mum went in hospital emergency for vomiting blood. Unlike Lee, they have kept her and every day there are more tests. She won't be coming home for a week or so at this point.

I've been feeling calm and good for days, blissful and just out of it. Breastfeeding has been going well, but I'm not healed mentally. Last night every dream was an anxiety dream, with bad things happening to Vinnie, Jack or Babalon, and me being unable to save/help/stop the bad things. At least I got some sleep, I guess.

:-(

Comments

[angriest.livejournal.com]

Holy crap! I hope your mum's OK!! Best wishes!

[meljane.livejournal.com]

Hey if want some company I'm home today and I can drop in to see you if you like as well meeting baby Jack finally.

[callistra.livejournal.com]

Thanks for the offer, but I don't have the urge to see or talk to *anyone*

Things will get back to normal soon though, and then I'll let you know when to come see us!

[redbraids.livejournal.com]

*snuggles*

[discordia13.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

Sending her my best wishes.

[lilysea.livejournal.com]

!

Best wishes for your mum's speedy recovery.

and sympathy to you for the anxiety dreams. They're no fun.

[msvyvyan.livejournal.com]

That's no good at all. :( Hope she's okay, hope you sleep better. Bring on the breastfeeding hormones!

[mynxii.livejournal.com]

Heya - i just saw your comment above, so ignore my sms. I'm so sorry that your mum is in hospital and I hope that she gets better quickly. Feel free to call or sms if you need anything, happy to help.

[azhure.livejournal.com]

I really hope that your Mum recovers quickly and that the horrid dreams go away.

[linstar.livejournal.com]

So sorry to hear your mum is unwell. Sending positive healing in your direction!

Umm... I have your wines and doof needs to drop of a controller back to chesirenoir. Can we drop them on the doorstep on Sunday afternoon as we will be around the corner from there? I know you don't want company. I promise we will literally leave them on the doorstep!

*huge hugs*

[emma-in-oz.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetie, I'm so sorry.

[purrdence.livejournal.com]

I hope everythings turns out ok. *hugs*

[catundra.livejournal.com]

Take care and I hope things improve so you get to enjoy these precious first weeks of (second time) motherhood.

[raucous-au.livejournal.com]

Eeeek! Wishing your mum the speediest diagnosis and recovery.

I think Vinnie will be an awesome big brother to Jack. Looking after the young'un.