Tomorrow is the funeral

[callistra]

and I am fallingto peices today. At least (hopefully) it means I wont fall too muchto peices tomorrow.

 I was walking home from the school today, and I just started to feel sad. And I remembered...

When he started tocome back to Swancons, and he wanted to party, and he made the mistake of telling me that on the first day... and so we partied every night until 2 or 3 or 4 in the morning and finally on he said 'can we please not party tonight' and when I think of that I cry some more.

I remembered...

being a baby goth five million years ago and seeing him at Dominion.

I remember

on chat I would sparkle at him to freak him out and we'd play with it endlessly

I remember

making a wedding cake

and the ceremony

and everything that day

and I still don't understand how someone I know can pass away from cancer



 

Comments

[samvara]

*hug*

[tcpip]

I still don't understand how someone I know can pass away from cancer

Nor do I. But dammit, I'm going to keep those machines running so the scientists who study it can have just an nth better chance of finding out...

(Nota bene: I have another friend over here with the same condition... )